Complete silence

And then there were silence! I dislike a complete silence. Silence freaks me, there is no life yet there is movement everywhere. My heart is shuddering with silence, I am scared.... utterly! Ignorance with silence even harder to face. We were once good friends, we share almost everything, even after only knowing each other a mere 2 hours, felt like we've known each other in years. Now, at this moment we became strangers in our own home. No honesty, no love. For now, I am only paying my gratitude. It feel right yet it is so wrong. Something has taken over your life and it cannot be mended. I just wish, one day you'll look back and that how selfish you've become. Your vile words, intimidation and belittling doesn't press on me anymore. I think I am immune to them already. Yes, I am ready for a change, a change that give positive impact to both of us... and the little ones.

Here I am, sitting in the silence... lifting my heart, hoping something great is coming my way soon but I doubt it's ever going to happen. I silently conceded my defeat and that finally I am free to say, I let you go for I do not own you. We may share this life together in short while, and again I'd say, I do appreciate you. Every single things you've done for me, deep in my heart I thank you and may God Lord richly bless you and repay your kindess.

Forgiveness is one good thing I hugely keep in my heart. I forgive you, I am sorry for what have been said and done in the past... I hope you find your happiness soon and let me be. In time we heal our broken heart, time will make us more humane and accept the fact that nothing lasts forever. God do break marriages for a reason. I hope we are not in sin for breaking our promises. Thanks for everything and for the last thing, I am sorry my darling. I hope you understands, nothing can stop us finding our own happiness. Fly and be free..................... my dearest!