Be still, LISTEN

She rest her soul, sitting still, trying to listen and understand what really God has to say. She is not a loner, she is just happy to be just the way she is. Getting to the climax of her own predicaments. Happiness is at reach, she is ready to fly amongst other birds. This little bird is once again lost, she doesn't know or refuse to accept her real self. That she deserve to be happy and live life to the full. For now she is happy to let the door shut. You may knock, she may open but she won't let you in. She is trying to get away from all, she is turning vile from her thought. She is in pain, so much so she let herself down... many times. Pity her, why oh why does she have to suffer? Only herself could find all the answers.

God sent angels to help her. She was grateful but she didn't fully utilised all the helps she's gotten. She's stubborn, yes she is. How can she see that God really was and always is there. God heard her plea for helps, yes God provides all her needs and wants. Lacking in confidence, she strayed. Please come back, please come back. Such loss would only make things impossible to understand. Why oh why does she has to suffer?

She cried for hours, days. Do you hear her cries? NO. She refuses to let you know. So she dances in the rain, her own tears. Let it go, away from your broken heart. No one wants to understand her, her pains and her loneliness. Let all pray she would heal. Let her know that God is LOYAL and she has to be patience. God will provide, all she need to do is be still and LISTEN.